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Our sweet little Michael. We hardly even knew you were there before you were gone. You angel sister passed away in April, it crushed us to lose her, but we wanted to have another child. After several months of infertility treatment, you came to be. I remember having a dream the night before I took the home pregnancy test. I dreamed that I was pregnant and it was a little boy. The next day, November 3, 2003, I took the test and saw a faint second line. I was so excited, but scared too. I went to the doctor that day for a blood test. The nurse called me and told me my hcg level was 25. She said it was ok since I was so early. I was determined to assume you were going to be fine. I even went out and bought a Parents To Be Christmas ornament. Three days later I had blood drawn again. It was not good news. My hcg level was only 20. The nurse asked if I had been bleeding. I said no and hoped that maybe the labs were wrong. I prayed so hard to be able to keep you, even though I knew things were bad. I had blood drawn again on November 10, 2003 and my hcg level was only 2. I started losing you that night.
I don't understand why we had to lose you too, but I know you are with your big sister Justine. Even though you were only with us for a very short amount of time, I will always remember you and love you.
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